I'm not sure we all want to be rescued, or crave that. It is, though, a feeling I had for a long time - a need to have some event, some happening change my life - take me away, I suppose. After a series of self-induced unfortunate events, I found that I no longer want to be rescued, no longer need to go away. This acceptance took a good bit of work, a recalibration of perspective, I suppose. Thank you for sharing your experience.