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I Found My Therapist in the Walmart Bathroom

Andy Spears
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2 min readJul 10, 2024
Photo by Mindspace Studio on Unsplash

It. Was. Her.

I hadn’t planned on finding her. Not there.

Certainly not when I’d left to pick up some groceries and other items at Walmart.

Not even a few minutes before, when the very urgent need presented itself.

But, well, here we are. Or, there we were. There she was.

I just. I knew.

The welcoming smile sealed the deal. I was in.

Just, well, I just needed to send this email.

About 10 minutes into a routine trip to Walmart, I felt it.

I walked away from my cart, already packed with grocery items.

I walked back to my cart.

I walked all the way down an aisle and back up.

I stopped.

I really didn’t want to do this here.

I thought about just leaving.

A long walk away.

Or, just sitting in my car until it went away.

That feeling.

Something was wrong. Very wrong.

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Black Bear
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Published in Black Bear

At Black Bear, we share informative articles and personal stories about struggling with mental health and substance use disorders.

Andy Spears
Andy Spears

Written by Andy Spears

Writer and policy advocate living in Nashville, TN —Public Policy Ph.D. — writes on education policy, consumer affairs, and more . . .

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