I can completely relate - how soon does 5:00 come, I often wondered. Since I'm working from home, I can have my first drink at 4. It's Friday, so I can start drinking seriously after dinner and numb out in front of the TV. I became obsessed. I don't know exactly when it happened - I mean, I can narrow down the year it started, but I don't know when I crossed over - I'm just grateful now to be on a different path.